EMERGENCY ENTRY
Emergency Entry!!!!!!!!
I know something wrong's gonna happen. This not feeling well triggered by the peculiar feeling plus the fact that i'm already on the verge of freaking out because of what happened earlier that day. Such Toxicity.
I was on my way to work when it all started though i never really mind it at all bearing in my mind that it's april 1.. april fool's day... that may be the reason.
around 1 am @ work - i usually don't sleep at work but i don't know what happened last night... i fall asleep from around 1 am to 3:30 am. The oddest thing that happened during my course of sleep is that I'm having this.. uh... palpitations??? (I don't wanna use that term coz it's the key word on this entry but that's exactly what i felt.) as if my heart's gonna burst. I don't know... I'm owing the phenomena to the fact that it's already wednesday.. my favorite day of the week and i'm gonna be seeing david later today. (and i know i'm gonna swoon again and fall all over...ok stop... irrelevant). It's the exact feeling-phenomena- that happened to me when i was on college and it's the final exam... only.. i think... last night was the worst. So, i thought that maybe david's performance is super great that's why I'm feeling that way... or maybe awful (but i don't really think it's awful for he's usually great) end of the story.
Right now... It was all over the web... I can't go on with the story coz i feel like breaking down. Being a health worker... i felt bad.... oh bad is an understatement... it felt awful to know that i can't do anything for him when the fact is i'm fully capable of taking care of him. Oh... this is not because of this obessession i have for him... but... quoting from a member of one of his boards "he's special that i felt like he's already a friend or part of my family". Anyway... latest news is that he's back at his hotel and is fine.
Ok...i think this will be the end of this...I'm just glad to hear that he's now doing fine plus he give another great performance and that he looked good on this episode (with the new hair and stuff...he looked HOT!)
When I first thought of making this emergency entry... i told myself that i will include prayer for him and his brother along with his whole family... i changed my mind. Might as well utter my prayer directly to Him.. I'm keepin' it for myself though i think that from this moment on... he'll be always on my prayers.
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