...from 9 years ago
My fingers are dragging me here!
What better way to pour my heart out. Ok What's my story now?
January 7, 2008
I was busy doing my thing (by the way, im at work) when suddenly, this guy approached me. Ok, he wants something done...not because he likes me or what (after my story i'm thinkin' otherwise -- hehehe dream on!). Though pissed of, i give him assurance on that thing ( that he wants to be done). Then suddenly... the conversation (if ever there really was a conversation) became light and all of a sudden i'm hearing him asking if he can ask me something (what the heck... can you still comprehend?...anyway, i still can so.. i don't care if you can't). At the risk of sounding rude, i said yes... and know what his question is?
If I am a student of this high school here... which actually i was.
Wink.. wink... i know it's rude to stare but if he did ask me such, then... were schoolmates... Well, i tried my whole damned best to remember that face but i can't.
Who's...?
What...?
Why...?
hmmmnnn..can't go on with this story... i'm out of words.
Anyway, so i found out that were schoolmates and in fairness to me... the look of confusion was written all over my face (yeah, i can feel that) and he seem to be enjoying it... why, he's all smile. Hmp.
Found out who he was by the way. And as it turned out... he's my first crush back at high school... haven't recognized him. Why? Here's a list of why i didn't recognize him;
1. He dressed differently... he's wearing black.. which made an impression of some sort of gothic kind of thing.
2. He's growin' some beard which is kinda odd from his image 9 years ago.
3. He hasn't grown an inch. (i know that's mean... but i can't help it)
4. He somewhat looks like Michael from that Princess Diary movie... he doesn't look like that 9 years ago.
5. He looks different from who he was 9 years ago.
Aside from what was written above.. some things never changed (that is according to my observation of him during his stay there) like the way he walk.. and his height (mean, mean, mean) and although his hair was different he still wears it long.. just like before.
Okay... end of the story.
The thing is... I still feel that odd feeling everytime i see him. Like i wanted to just sit there and wait for him to open that door so i could stare at him. Funny thing is that he knows that i have a crush on him (good thing i haven't recognized him during that first day or i will look like some stupid teenager swooning at her crush... in fact, i act snobbish-- which i think was normal of me-- which serves him right. It was like saying "who are you?" flat on his face.)what makes it even funnier is the look that i get from him everytime we crossed paths (literally). It was different in the sense that I can't explain... hey, i know i'm not hallucinating or whatever coz my co-worker seems to notice that look too (oh no, he doesn't look at her --my co worker-- that way, . What i meant is the way he looks on me.) So there. End of the story.
Bottom line is... will he be my first boyfriend??? Hey, a girl can dream. Although he's not as Hot as Chris and Ryan was.. at least... at least... never mind.
OK.. gotta go... Truly out of words.
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